Showing posts with label Natural History and Healing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Natural History and Healing. Show all posts

Saturday, August 20, 2016

Tahoe Mountain Trail





And what would people like us find on that evening mountainside, where the fire passed through some years before?  The trail leads out and up through all the broken white trunks, charred in streaks of softly iridescent black and stood ghostly over the undergrowth.  Our chosen path cuts into the dark, rolling green of the hillside where flickering wrens trill out their song and retreat into the dense labyrinths of chaparral which already look ancient though, here, they couldn't be anything but young.  Then the leaves start to give way, higher up, where the reddish dust spreads thinly over rock deeply scraped by glaciers long since passed into dusk and vanished out into the vast lake now visible beyond.
 




Here the last of the snags give way to the first of the trees not touched by the flames.  Here we see, by the dozens, the elegant thrust and curling away of the seeds fallen from the Incense-cedar still standing above us.  Here Fox Sparrows have fed on the joyous red star burst of Sierra Gooseberries and left the spiny husks at the foot of the bush.  Here among the natural rubble we can hold up the long, roughened, sun bleached cones in the dimming light and pick out, along the horizon behind them, the limbs of their sibling Sugar Pines, heavy with cones and silhouetted against the blush of sunset and icy blue of the lake now fairly glowing beyond.





The lights of three boats pass in different directions over that distant water, aligning together for a moment and then pulling away.  And who couldn't feel it, then?  The underlying spirit of that ridge-- its long held scarring, the traces of its more recent pain, and the mitigating grace of life both abiding and returning.  It's everywhere as we turn back down the trail towards the warm home-lights of the forest valley and the headlights winking here and there through the trees.  The bats are out now, their nimble shapes arcing and looping after unseen insects across the deepening blue of the sky as it drifts into night.  Eventually, back down among the lost trees glowing faintly white under the moon, we stop to pick out constellations we are still learning as the stars take their places above.  And, barely seen out the corner of the eye, there the gliding, faint outline of an owl as it lands on a faraway branch, black against the lighter dark of the lake now calming beyond.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

A Peaceful Morning Explore




Tiny, tenuous steps along the sand--
grains undisturbed by their gentle passing
A delicate, endearing nervousness--
and yet an effortless lightness and grace
If one's heart could move like this all the time...
Maybe it will find its way after all.

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

On Apical Dominance





The main biological determinant of the shape of a pine tree or fir is the presence of a lead or apical bud which directs the upward growth and sends hormones down to the lower buds which keep them subordinate and prevent them from growing longer.  This helps the tree to quickly shoot up to where it can catch the maximum amount of light.  When the apical bud dies, is broken off, or is otherwise damaged, the other buds around it go into a kind of race to replace it as the new lead.  This is what causes the split crowns, double tips and other marks of individual character in these trees.


In the same way we can speak of times in our lives when the driving force, whatever our own sort of apical bud is to each of us, has left us or been irrevocably damaged.  All of us have felt how the wind shook us and snow buried us in our younger years, damage to our weaker branches in a storm, the old growth falling off as we no longer need it.  But when we no longer have that bud leading us forward, the mind goes a little haywire with worry, confusion, doubt and everything else.  Recently it has been good for me to think that maybe there are other things inside us, other strengths and loves ready to help us lead ourselves forward into light and health.  The change might always be detectable and we may always be able to see just where the crisis point was-- our trunks growing a little crooked, our symmetry a little off.  But I have always found far more interesting and endearing the trees that have grown a little out of the ordinary, that have suffered damage, been bent by the weather, struck by lightning, singed by fire and still kept growing.